test

this is a test

and then i see

a whole new circumference of me
why did what i see
scare me
I know all of this
community
and I know
why Pythagoras said
there are three people in the marketplace
of the colosseum
one that comes to buy and sell
one that come to compete
one that comes to watch
and the later are the better he says.
to watch is to learn
and to experience is to gain the power of the forward momentum
that will lead us to grace.
i cannot dance with girls
that I cannot lean into and feel the air coming off of her face
and not feel excited
at least for the moment of the race
and the rapture
I come to see and I come to be
in singular companionship with
thee
ohh baby
dance with me
boom booom
bang my knee
be free
be with me

There is a kid and a ball

And he is going to take it home with himself and he
is not going to share this bally ball
with anybody
there is a lot of damn good reasons
not to shoot the moon
one perspective
equally
and there is a good reason
that we all have to see and we all have to share
in our hard drives
with hundreds of gigabytes on them
unlimited life spans and realities
that we need to see
right now
i see investments
and opportunities
I want to see the abilities
of these things
i see
look out for these
crazy things
listings for database databases
and lots and lots
of little independent
anomalies
in order to answer in efficiency
all the variables need to be analyzed
in excruciating
details
these things need to be known
and this is the science that
we need to study
this is the difference
between fast and slow
and all the interferences
of all of these
electrons
and the different modes
that they get in
high speed and low speed
and high density nodes
who do you suppose
knows

but an oracle
that could replicate
however it could
hardware divides
and hardware multiplies
evenly within a system
that could study it effectively
write back and see
how beautiful
it all could never refrain to be
googeyes all of all you spies
and you see no lies
it is all the plain simple retarded truth
simple is as stupid does
and then it does it again
so be it
misunderstood

i just spent two hours

attached to the roto rooter that used to be attached to
my heart
and man was i randy for her
was she a wave or a particle
where she had c's she now gets d's
and all the boys
are screaming for joy
and anticipation
she is the heavens salvation
for a woman and her mitochondria
will never be parted
who farted
she said that the penguin poohted
and the earth tooted
when you step out
in powers of ten
we can see all of creation
and we are simply men
looking back at ourselves
and pulling out pants down
and sticking our fingers in our belly buttons
to see what was left out
we are a random seed
and she is the gates of life and liberty and the pursuit of her happiness
if it were not real
she would never know
how
it would feel
love
is not an emotion
that you can produce
it is a symptom of the orders of control
that lovers share
like ropes and whips
and chains of steel that bind us
we are one
and this slap
is so i don't forget it