or is this my heart burning without me
whatever pain i thank god for
is the pain that i can never ignore
what passion burns through me
when i taste my lips
and i need her touch
and she is noone and everyone
and i need you never meant so much
when there is nothing that can fill the black hole inside me
that is the anvil of all my suffering
the dominatrix that tempts me
wants me
tightens her grip
and i burn for lust
so need i must
the nut that wont bust
leads me to dust
while i live in the scar tissue
that pains me me to live
so life and pain are one and the same
when love plays a nasty game
and torture is the bongo drum of my brain
banging my heart that wont go lame
and every song sounds just the same
i betcha nobody never knows my name
because pain is my game
and my hole holds my soul
and nothing never tells me nothing till its too late
and my heart breaks and lays on a plate
that i feed me
and i say its great
it must be fate
ill get fat on my hate
for the love that wont dissipate
until its too late
for me to lick my plate
and my hate
until you need me
needing you too
beating me blue
wishing for you