more importantly
where am i
what am i doing
about changing
these things
that are killing me
ever since the time of einstein
i have known
certain things
everything is relative
and then it all makes perfect sense
and then the lens
manages to loose focus again
look into this reality
and bug me
bugging me
and i see
right through
to the other side
of reality
and there are
four dimensions
to this universe
and some of these guys
want to throw in some new ones
and these ones
want to believe
that this all could be true
what if science could see past you
this story
is the story that i would tell
if i could tell
about me
i wish i
could photograph
me
being me
but i am
and this is all that i can do
to interact
with my
environment
i could teach the camera
to think smarter
like this
take this piece of video
and apply this mask to it
see if it sharpens it
do it on the fly
and catch up with this eye
put it right there
and this will watch you
watching me
watch you
boom boom
and paint your taget
go boom boom
and you rock the room
stupidgood
dot org
will show you
how to create the perfect software
that you could do
this with
I have a hard time
giving up on jobs
unless they come
as simple projects
that work like the devices that i understand like work
and i can draw routing programs
that work like they look
because they look like they should do
or whatever
something is wrong
and someone should take a look
problem here,
problem there
simple systems
work all the same
they work
like the user put them there
and the user
is a program
that has to put money
into the systems
that they work for
this is how this open source
stuff works
it simply does everything
and it simply reports
everything
that it knows
networks are how
peoples grow
and this routing statement
will map out whole
collections of things
as long
as you
hold
all the
grid co
ordinates
you know all the
sub ordinance
and all the systems that you see
become the whole
of this time of humanity
the way the prophets
see the profits
are the way that we see them
and vice versa
off into infinity
or a real number
that resembles it
like this
and give it back to me
all of them and them
out there
seem to know it
like they knew it
too well
too bad
its all that you do in
god and only gods eyes
do you see it
like he does
sometimes
i know that i forget
the true real and total meaning of that
and then some times
i remind myself
to remember
it is love
and it is the purpose
for every one of those things
that i do
for you
today i demonstrated
ssh on my palm pilot
that is on my cell phone
and everybody that is on a race for everything
is jealouse of the monkey
that can do everything
and the remote that does it for the man
what do you see in my plans
i see puppy dogs
and i see kittens
and i see reasons
that stupidbig.com should
work with doggie shelters
and it should get puppies
from everywhere
a home
i believe
we should be able to track the fortunes
of any dog
that they give away.
and ever dog
that we get a hime
because we and only
we
will know the fate
of all the rest
its kind of like an ebay auction
in reverse
i have been saying for years
about hard drives
and their imminent failures
"its just a simple fact of life
hard drives fail
and puppy dogs die"
and i really did believe it
so i failed to live it
because it scared me
to death