August 23, 2005

to be a man

how do you define
divinity
masculinity and femininity
have been doing battle throughout the ages
waiting for the ladies to notice
how the onliest that she could be to me
what is the untouchable ineffable softness
that defines the curve and the touch
that she will never let you finish
and i can never be hard enough
for her softness
but i can breathe together
and let my heart beat together
wherever we are one as one
so i am man
trapped inside like tarzan
flying high like peter pan
but grounded in the center of everything
that is the perfect balance between
all that i am
and what she is not
where we fall short
we come together
and there is the middle
of what this human can be
togetherness becomes
all that we can be
so to me
ubuntu to you
and what it is to balance
all of the failures
and all of the successes
into one kiss
the pain is the urge to merge
and the fear is the need to breed
and the reason why we cant see to the middle
is because of the deficiencies we see
inside
she sees life
waiting for one single
random seed
that we all need to be
fight for speed
and the mitochondria
is the slave that kills the cell
and suicide
is never a living entities
decision
not to die
the ego is mental disease
like a cancer
with a need to grow
and a fear of death
life needs it's cycles
so that efficiencies of nature
become the intelligent design of evolution
that allows the intelligent desktop of google
to rule your
start button
that couldn't pass go
and didn't collect 50 bucks
it just left it
and us in the dust
burn for you reason why
love is the most sacred
reason why we two become one
no matter how many divorcees love paying these
lawyers
never marry away your child inside without a fight
and love every reason
that you have to love to lose
when you thought that you could win
the battle was already one
because love is only an illusion
that you can share
in the incredible softness
that you can only feel
in the middle of the night
when dreams play
across your frequencies
all day
long

Posted by ninjayogi at August 23, 2005 01:07 AM
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